by LordofFail » Tue Apr 28, 2020 3:41 pm
Hoo boy. I've got a lot to say and a lot I want to get off my chest here, but I'll try to keep this short.
Honestly, I could complain about any number of things about this game: how my role was too weak, how jail was a garbage mechanic to have, how the game was hosted with respect to me, how my wincon was garbage, and a whole bunch of other things that I'm not going to list.
But frankly, I have no right to complain about anything.
All of my issues with this game can be boiled down to that I didn't really care about it, from start to finish. And that's nobody's fault but my own.
It's not the host's job to get a player into the game, its the player's job to get themselves into the game and the host can then reflect that enthusiasm back to the player in a positive feedback loop.
I could try to explain my actions but really there is no valid explanation since there's no excuse for my inactivity and apathy towards this game.
So instead of complaining or ranting about how awful the game was for me, I am accepting the fact that this game was awful for me entirely because of me and my own actions. And because of how I played, it fucked over other people too. Especially milte.
So anyways, sorry to milte for 100% throwing the game and fucking us both over because I'm too dumb to read properly.
Sorry to chubby for fucking up your character completely and basically going inactive for two weeks because I couldn't care enough to play your game.
And for the record, your rant on me in DMs was 100% justified, as was every word in that 1400 word modrant against me. If anything, you cut it short on how fucking terrible I was this game.
It was my responsibility to be engaged in the game, not yours. The only thing you were responsible for was making a game that could be engaged in, and I would say you held your end of the bargain.
And lastly, sorry to the 11 other players in the game for essentially ruining the game by taking what was meant to be an important role, covering it in shit and then spewing the shit everywhere trying to cover everything else in shit.
The bottom line is that lately I just haven't been enjoying VLDR as a whole of late. I could blame it on the roles, or the mechanics, but I won't. I'm just going to blame myself because the game is the same for everyone.
I'm going to try more serious characters in future games because playing joke characters just for the joke, while fine on occasion, can't be the only thing I do or I'll never be able to enjoy VLDR like I once did.
Anyways, sorry for the long post, just needed to get that off my chest. Carry on with your postgame talk, I don't have anything to say from my point other than that I completely threw the game, fucked everything up, and that I'll try harder in future games. I'm not sure if I'll be taking a break from VLDR or not since I do have a pre-in for nelly's game and I have character that I'm actually looking forward to playing for a change (and it's not just a stupid joke meme character like I was originally intending on doing).
TL;DR I'm bad and I'll try to do better in future games. Sorry for ruining this game for everyone.
"The Hardest Game to Win is a Won Game"
~~ Emanuel Lasker ~~
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