The Thread of Sad Leavings and Glorious Returns 3.1

[Ozyrox]

Sorry should have specified.

The forums and the game. Not life hahaha I'm alright.
Thanks for the concern

Who knows I might remember this place in a few years but for now I don't think I'll be coming back.

[kosmo16]

After about an year of absence. Im back. Hello

[destawaits]

Welcome back.

[ZoruaLuhansk]

After about an year of absence. Im back. Hello :D

aaaayy
Here to fakeclaim PR as citizen again

[Multiuniverse]

After about an year of absence. Im back. Hello

:thumbs_up:

[kosmo16]

After about an year of absence. Im back. Hello

aaaayy
Here to fakeclaim PR as citizen again

Always...

[Google]

After about an year of absence. Im back. Hello :D

wb

[fwogcarf]

After about an year of absence. Im back. Hello

ok

[GrumpyGoomba]

Wb person that I haven't met before.

[ElusiveBelle]

Likely won't be permanent but definitely indefinite amount of time.

Been dealing with a lot of stuff with the family this year which included my mom being in the hospital for about a month and financial stress but my sister has been diagnosed with a sarcoma and I don't have mind and heart to stalk the forums much anymore.

Maybe I'll see everyone around at some point but who knows. Take care peeps

[Multiuniverse]

Likely won't be permanent but definitely indefinite amount of time.

Been dealing with a lot of stuff with the family this year which included my mom being in the hospital for about a month and financial stress but my sister has been diagnosed with a sarcoma and I don't have mind and heart to stalk the forums much anymore.

Maybe I'll see everyone around at some point but who knows. Take care peeps

Good luck! Hope to see you again!

[DJVoxel]

Likely won't be permanent but definitely indefinite amount of time.

Been dealing with a lot of stuff with the family this year which included my mom being in the hospital for about a month and financial stress but my sister has been diagnosed with a sarcoma and I don't have mind and heart to stalk the forums much anymore.

Maybe I'll see everyone around at some point but who knows. Take care peeps

Cya Elu. I hope things get better for you.

[BRVR]

So i suck at stuff like this and i've had this as a draft for a while now.
About 3 months ago I got a job and i was so happy that for a while I was normal and the forums were still good to me. I dunno when this started but i noticed it about a year ago that i'll just blank out and do stuff without realizing it. At first I thought I was nodding off but i have a suspicion i'm doing things while blanked out. I hate going to doctors or therapists and hate talking about my problems even more. The main problem and reason i'm posting this is that I have a fear of losing things though and am already strssed out enough about my health combined with work and school. I'm scared that one day i'll log on and see even more of you guys leave everday until eventually I'll log on and you guys aren't there to talk with me anymore. You guys helped me get through my biggest problems and showed me things that truly made me happy. Only a few people outside of the Forum Games know me but that's where I started. I fell in love with it and for the first 2 years this was what i looked forward to. Behind the Masks was so cool and foriegn to me that i became obsessed with it. When i finally worked up the courage to send in the pitch i was nervous and scared. Then i saw people actually liked my games. Ever since then i had found out somethings i'm great at in real life: Hosting party games (Mainly Mafia and a quick modified Behind the Masks mini-game), Story Writing, and Story Telling. My BtM games werent perfect but hosting them made me so happy. The happiness soon dwindled down before turning to sadness as i finally accepted that the forum games was slowly dying. I had an entire notebook's worth maybe even more of ideas, twists, mechanics, and even stories that will sadly probably never be seen by others. I really don't want to leave this community. I just can't stay though. I'm too scared of losing you guys slowly never knowing what happened to anybody. Worse though finding out you guys had something terrible happen in real life. To me you guys were invincible and i thought i could stay with you guys forever. Now there's only a handful left. I keep logging on and hoping that maybe, just maybe, that everybody came back including new people. It's also just been a lot harder to be active with only a xbox and terrible internet
I'm not leaving right away. I'll finish the ganes i'm in and maybe even finish my final BtM game if another is hosted. I'll attempt to finish the game i'm hosting as well.
I don't want to say i'm logging off forever or i'll' just be saddened more. I want to come back. I just need to focus on my problems head on instead of using you guys as a way of ignoring them. I'll probably stalk you guys every once in a while, but only for minutes maybe seconds at a time
If you have xbox i'll still be active there. My gamertag is TheValuedPeach. I'll try to keep in contact with people on discord, but i don't have access.


Tl;DR
After the games i'm in and hosting my activity and posting will be few and far between for an undefined but long time due to mental health concerns. If i do become more active or join a game don't count on it for long. If I just stop coming on all together? You should assume i'll stay gone for a while.

[Multiuniverse]

Good luck! It was a pleasure playing with you all these years!

I will await the day you return.

[Chemist1422]

:c

bye kijah

[GrumpyGoomba]

I didn't interact with you as much as the others in this forums but you seem like a cool person. Good luck with life!

[DJVoxel]

Kijah, you've always been a ball on positive energy on the forums from as far as I can remember.

It's really sad to see you go, but if that's what you need to do, then there's not much I can do to stop you.

P.S. I sent you a friend request on Xbox. Feel free to slide into my DMs whenever you wanna chat.

[Google]

I'll miss youu ;-;

[destawaits]

Kijah, you've always been a ball on positive energy on the forums from as far as I can remember.

I second this. It's been quite the journey over the 3 years I've been on the forums, and I've known you since I started using the forums, ever since you participated in my Russian Roulette games. I've watched you grow as a forum gamer, witnessed your double victory in BtM, and, to my surprise, found you hosting BtM when I came back from my hiatus. I'm proud of you. I hope we can make the most of out of the forum games community before the inevitable.

Also, good luck in your future endeavors, Kijah. It won't be easy to forget someone like you.

[Kirize12]

imy kijah (

[BRVR]

(when everybody's acting like you're already gone
Lol
P.S: Not mad just found it funny)

[destawaits]

[noveiia]

I never officially left so much so I just kind of stopped posting and only rarely played for a few months, however this is me officially saying I’m going to once again start being more active with posting on here, being involved with the trial system, and actually playing the game.

[timurtheking]

I never officially left so much so I just kind of stopped posting and only rarely played for a few months, however this is me officially saying I’m going to once again start being more active with posting on here, being involved with the trial system, and actually playing the game.

dont know who the hell who you are but hiand welcomeback

[Google]

I never officially left so much so I just kind of stopped posting and only rarely played for a few months, however this is me officially saying I’m going to once again start being more active with posting on here, being involved with the trial system, and actually playing the game.

yo